I love the start of the new year. It is so full of promise and possiblities. Any thing can happen. I have so many things I want for 2011
- a healthier lifestyle
- getting rid of the clutter
- family time
- creative time
- love and laughter.
There were parts of 2010 that were fabulous -Finding out Js hearing was 100%, C and her dance team placing first overall in their age division at one of the competitions. J and C starting new schools.
Then there were parts of 2010 that were heartbreaking, my last miscarriage was devestating for me. My heart was broken yet again. This time it was a huge break because I realized that I could not go through that again. Mentally it almost destroyed me and honestly if it wasn't for G I probably would of gone off the deep end.
One of my major goals for 2011 is to teach J some sign language so that he can communicate more. He does talk but it is not always clear. I think if he can tell me what exactly he wants things will go smoother.
Today I was trying to come up with my word for 2011 and it hit me that I want to STRIVE for the things I want in life. I had originally thought my word would be accept,it was too passive for me. STRIVE is way more proactive.
As 2010 ends I am feeling especially blessed to have such wonderful family and friends. Wishing everyone a happy and prosperous 2011 and I am hoping all our wishes and dreams come true.