If you have been following along this blog for the past year. You will know it has been a rough one. I have had way more bad days than good days. After a horrible Sunday, this past weekend I decided I really needed to let it all go. The negativity, depression and bad feelings were just pulling me down into the abyss and I can not let fertility issues and other struggles define me.
I woke up on Monday and stated to myself and posted on Twitter that I was going to focus on the positive. It was not easy but by the end of the day I was still in a pretty good mood so that made me happy.
This morning I woke up with a killer headache and said to myself I am going to remain positive even through the pain and it worked.
I will tell you it is not easy but I think once I really and truly embrace the positive it will be worth it and I will see results in all aspects of my life.
It also helped that I received fabulous news from my dear sweet friend Cameron and it really renewed my belief that prayers are answered and miracles can happen. I am going to be eternally grateful to her for sharing her news because it feels like a tiny part of my soul is finally healing.
Let me tell you having a broken soul is absolute torture and I am sure I have tortured those around me long enough. So I am going to focus on climbing back from the abyss and feeling comfortable in my own skin and with who I am in life.
Catch you all on the flip side.